For a long time I'd been in a state of fugue. In a state of amnesia about my own life. A year ago, oh, I could of told you about the day before. But the week, month, six months prior? Gone. I could have described a vague feeling, given you a wishy washy  recital of … Continue reading Fugue-itive



It's been an interesting couple of weeks or so. I started a new job, one I was thrilled about. And then lost it. My ex-husband has his overseas girlfriend here and I've both flipped out (initially) and since been completely zen about. I've been in utter despair about drinking and completely ok with not drinking. … Continue reading Focus

This is Hell

So   So.  I navigated a few difficult days with the kids and their Dad. One, I could do. Two, I did. Three, I could not. The first. My youngest child's mid year music concert. He'd been telling me about it for weeks beforehand. We'd Youtubed the song, gone over the concert logistics, and he'd … Continue reading This is Hell