As is my poor habit of a morning, not long after waking up, I logged into Facebook today. It's another habit I need to break because, like alcohol, it never fills that void within me which prompts me to search externally for a 'fix' to make my seemingly boring or uncomfortable present more palatable. In … Continue reading Day 24 alcohol free- Time to break free from Facebook?
As I drove to work yesterday, I found myself singing out loud- silly little lines which I made up on the spot and sang with gusto in the privacy of my car. I looked at the blue sky and was grateful to be heading off to a job which pays me well. It felt good … Continue reading Day 19 alcohol free- Feeling All The Feels
I haven't blogged much lately. Mostly because I was stuck back on the merry-go-round of not drinking, drinking, hangover. It felt too disheartening and shameful to come here and write all of the same old boring stuff, over and over. There's only so many times I can write about how crappy I'm feeling while hungover, … Continue reading 16 days
Dearest Self, You have just returned from going for your first run in a month. You really, really did not want to go. You procrastinated by drinking a cup of tea and paying some bills online. You told yourself that you'd spent the day at work and didn't need to leave the house again for … Continue reading Note to Self: Remember This…